Today was supposed to be a productive day. Today was supposed to be a good day with JY. Today was supposed to be many things. And they were. Honestly, there have been many times including sometime today, I doubt my feelings for JY. It's crazy yknow. This love thing. There is no book in this universe to teach me what "love" is. It's frightening. Sometimes I even wonder if what I am feeling is this "love" or another bad case of "infatuation". Just so stupid. I came to realise recently that it does not matter what we term this feeling to be. "Like", "Love", "Infatuation". It is all too similar for me to rack my brains over. We just want the person to be happy and we want to be with him/her. Enjoying their company with a cup of tea and some Carl's Junior fries. I mean, things as simple as that are always enjoyable with the person/people you love. You are probably reading this right now. Please know that we have to cherish what is before our very eyes - the present. Stop thinking about what will become of us in the future or if we will ever break up. There was a question on love, "You travelled to the future and found out that you and your boyfriend didn't work out. Would you end your relationship when you return to the present?"

Hi my dear, I do love you a lot. I don't know what will happen in the future. We might change - you and me. Things happen. So let us just enjoy what we have right now and stop fighting over our "What ifs"

x

In other news, Pam and Anu left for Vienna today. It was so much fun sending them off! :) I love them so much and I couldn't have asked for better friends. <3