been feeling like the odds are not in my favour. if i were in panem, i'd get called out in my first year of having my name in that glass bowl. and if i were in the games, i'd be the first to die or maybe the last to die while the victor savagely kills me. first, a kick in my tummy would have taken out my consciousness. second, the victor will probably be a crazy sadistic bitch. third, she will wake me up with water. fourth, i will be mauled by her crazy blunt fingers and her fangs. i will then proceed to die.
+ i think i made a wrong course choice. its starting to scare me. i need to stop being lost. i need to stop my life from being overly irrelevant. i need to start going for training. i need to start doing what i love doing. i m no fucking damsel. i need to get a grip in life. 4realz diz time.
replayed my own cover:
