Scared stiff. Dear Air, save me!

Wassup wassup! A's is coming!!! Nervous like shit and doing nothing but studying these days. Break time now and looking back at the things I have done this year. CRAZYYY!!!! 

I foresee myself as a workaholic; how much exciting can my life get? I can only wish for better things to happen to me, though the best has already happened; having found my special one. I wish for good results because I have worked hard, really hard. I wish I might one day be a singer singing at Madison Square Gardens and be invited to sing at the Grammys or VMAs, because I really love to sing. I wish for a thousand things and most of them are for you. 

I repeat every night when the clock strikes 11:11: I hope he does well and will be happy. I hope he does well and will be happy. I hope he sees that he can do great things in his remaining life, after all, he is 18. 

In other news, the big As are up and I am scared stiff. 

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Cause my grades are terrible and I have no aims in life; 

Got home after a weekend of fun. HAHA! I am too lucky... And guilty :( 

It was fun (unexpectedly) though very awkward at times, cause I am lost at how to communicate with some of my family without being poked fun of or making a fool of myself. 

Can't wait to edit the videos I took!!! Prolly naming it a childish name like, "Mooncake Festival @ M'sia" I pray I wouldn't do such a foolish thing later. Please please please HAHAHAAHA 

Am delirious now. In need of Milo and maybe some new stationaries. <3<3<3