It's time to look back and appreciate everything we've got. 

No matter how pathetic life seems to us, we are pretty lucky people - well, in our own way.

I have been spending the past hour of my life watching make up and hair tutorials that do not work on me - considering that I have short hair and my face has as little "contours" as a piece of paper.

wanted that to look like some cool vintage blonde girl. HAHA what a joke. Shall draw a series of faces of people during the holidays! :)

                       

Milo is always the best with a dinosaur mug.

Watched Avengers FINALLY. FUCKING AWESOME. This is why we should all go to the theatres. HAHA, it always much nicer on the big screen. <3<3<3<3 And the hottest of all the Avengers?

Good day good day good day. To cure myself of misery and tiredness, I have decided to drop all my worries. I should lead life wanting to be happy and not be so caught up with "expectations", "achievements", "As". I should learn to love and to do what I love. It seems like I always have so much reflections to do. A few nights ago, I had the biggest ass quarrel with him. And on the same night, I was telling him:

"Hey myluv, sleep early tonight. Prepared awesome shitz lunch for you after your run" 

Okay, it's obviously very paraphrased but I did told him something that went along those lines. It's creepy, ain't it? My linguistic abilities have obviously not been getting any better. I have no photos to post and nothing much to say.

Waiting waiting waiting. Getting so impatient and I'm already having scenarios played out in my head. I really want nothing bad comes out of this. I'm immature, childish and just so crude with my words sometimes. I don't treat you differently. And when I called you "annoying", I didn't mean for the class to laugh at you. I'm a bitch, sorry. I wanted to slap myself. 

Sorry, I really don't know where I am getting at again. 

Anyway, I think I'm poison. About time we make our choice, in my opinion. To stay strong or to just stab myself. Can't live a day if my used to be NEG really disappears. 


x


sat in the shower with the water running for an hour