CCA Withdrawal Syndrome 

Just when I thought I could finally get some proper work done, I find myself scouring through YouTube to search for videos of choirs singing. It's sad. No, not sad. Pathetic. Just so so pathetic. This absolutely qualifies for a Choir Geek status. 

Goodness, I won't be singing in a choir ever again. It's so so sad. Well, unless there's a perma alumni choir. It's just vibration in the air and now words on my blog. It might become reality someday :) 

Kudos to us, once again. I thought it was a job well done, considering we only picked up the song the day before the performance. -insert a congratulatory e-card-

In other news, the June holidays are coming up and I have plans. Plans to study my arse off and do RELATIVELY better for MYCTs. 

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Northern Lights <3

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From Singapore to  Dubai

Tumblr, my favourite hangout ever:

Its 16th May. Today, I have come to realise that I am indeed very different from many others my age. In a good way, I could call myself being unique or even being an individual. In reality, old-fashioned I am. People ask me with a tone of disgust - sometimes -, "You gonna marry him?" All I have for that is "Why not? Anything's possible, no?" 

Tomorrow will be pretty awesome in my opinion. Two hours free in the beginning of the day and school ends relatively early - with no more choir and all. This brings me to one night ago. I was crying over the phone, like a  girl who just found out that the boy didn't like her at all.

So here's to you:

Dear Bitch, 
I know it's been two years since I've addressed anyone as that - so, be honoured. I don't hate you, I really don't. Disgusted - an awful word - should be the right word to use. I am disgusted by you. I could write an essay on the reasons why, but I won't. Too tired - school has been wearing me out lately. Sometimes, I wish I could have done more for us and got to know you better, when it wasn't too late. (I really don't know where I am getting at) 


Urgh, I should have known from all that last-minute cancellations of dates and you thinking you're so cool.


I don't know what to do. I feel like a hypocrite. Seeing you everyday, every morning and smiling at you because I have to. 


It's obvious I am a complete coward, knowing you wouldn't read this at all. Sighhhhhh... I really didn't mean to call you Bitch in the opening line - but it was the only word I could think of. Tramp, Slut, Despogirlz1994. It doesn't work. Bitch works. It's universally friendly, in a way. I don't know - I wish I could turn back time and just repeat my entire JC education. The academics are really horrible but it was all worth it.

9th of May. I have been feeling disturbed before I go to bed every night after my trip. :'( 

A few more days to VoyAJe. I think I'm a sour lady so I am just going to rant. I cannot believe how unsupportive friends can be. Well, maybe they weren't my friends to start with. OMFG, I'm so mean :(

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I slept thru' the last 12 hours++ I'm not sure if I am jet lagged. Man, I miss Italy already and spending time with the choir and all. So many things happened there and it was so tiring there. I enjoyed the times there though. 
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Also, this trip to Italy was obviously a golden opportunity for my camera to get some loving.
My favourites from the trip: