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 1 - Outing with my Performing Group mates! <3 It was fun but then again, disappointing cause everybody had to leave early and we didn't get to celebrate much

2 - Late night drink (Snapple) with my awesomez bff ANU! I am so proud of her! She got accepted into NYU!!! Acceptance alone is already cool hahaha she da coolest person i know now. 

3 - What was on my desk (Years Ago)

30th March

Just got home from an awesome night out with friends and I have not had such fun in a long time!!! HAHAHA I feel deprived Been pulling shifts from 9 to 6, sitting on the roller chair, staring at the same screen (I take the effort to draw the same laptop everyday!) and using Ctrl+C, Ctrl+V, Alt+Tab. I think I am an expert in excel already. Alright... No. 

Pardon my English. 

Periods have appeared.

Been thinking a lot lately (like I always do) and I guess I should be looking for gigs to do! But I need a guitarist of some sort~ Hmmm...

And my parent is going to the USA without me this June. Not a first. I haven't had a legit holiday since A's ended. :'( 

I wanna look like a million bucks one day. 

Weather: Rainy

Status: UNEMPLOYED

With nothing to do indoors, I think I might just head out soon (after watching episodes of Glee and bringing myself to take a shower & put on some make up). 

I just want time alone to myself.

Which I have been having, but it is not enough. I would love to just laze at home all afternoon and not have people judge me and tell me I am making a lot of noise (singing). 

Being unemployed does make you depressed. (NCBI has an article about hwo being unemployed is associated to poor mental health)

Empty afternoon and packed night with keycheck at 6.15PM and vocal solo training at 7.30PM.

Dear Diary,

Much has happened this week

1 - I realise I actually do find my boyfriend sexy in a Finn Hudson kind of way.

2 - Had an inch of make up plastered on my face

3 - Snagged a job interview at SPH

4 - Was praised by Javius laoshi!

5 - LWS, himself, adjusted my hair!!

And the biggest thing will happen this week:

TOP 60 Elimination rounds. 

Scared? Yes!

Intimidated? Yes!

May strength be with me tomorrow.

p.s. I need to shit but I am so darn lazy

Tea for 2 please

my childhood dream shall come true

I don't care when and how. One day, I will prove myself to the world with my voice. 

at the mean time,

I have been feeling like a child lately. I sit on my bed and open my book (Chronicles of Narnia at the moment). I would read for as long my arms can take the weight of the 767 paged book. I could only wish for everyday to be like this morning. If only - 

Currently -
1 - Suffering from a body ache
2 - Dreading work in one and half hours
3 - Dying need to finish the 767 pages of the heavyweight champion
4 - Finding 3 dress outfits for the show
5 - Signing and reading contracts 

in other words, I M T I R E D !

Stuck in a rut - - - -

Yes, I had to search an idiom dictionary to see if I got the meaning correct. Now wonder I landed a B for General Paper. Screw it :-( <<< Old people use this faces and my transition from being a JC kid to a Uni student is the reason I am using that emoticon. Forgive me :-( <<< Used it again.

One word to sum this weekend - T O U G H 

The 6th day of the week was spent being tired from 1 - waking up late, 2 - walking around SMU's open house. Drank the world's worst tea at Coffee Bean. I know; the reason for the horrible tea is obvious. It's first name is Coffee Bean and "& Tea Leaf" is written at the bottom. 

Selecting a university course is even crazier than A levels!!! Scrolling through web pages all day and digesting all the information that would lead to that one decision that will change your life FOREVER! 

S T R E S S E D O U T ! ! ! 

1900hrs/01032013

Today marks the DAY I REALISE MIRACLES DO EXIST. 

I have been dreaming about my As results being 70 rankpoints and Cs n Ds flooding my result slip.

None of that happened, THANK GOODNESS! Instead I did well. In a state of shock and disbelief, reason below:

General Paper - B; sucks balls fuckmyass becuz of you I am a 86.6pter URGH!
Biology, Chemistry and Mathematics - A; babeh I am in love. What is this?! A miracle?
Economics - B; THIS IS THE TRUE MIRACLE! 

I know, I wish I was a 87.5 pter or even a 90. But truth be told, I AM NOT SMART. I just study hard. 

Now, I have to muster the courage to plan the future ahead of me. Impresario2013finals babeh~ 
The Final One TOP 60~ Lee Wei Song School of Music Performing Group~~~ Thank you for all the miracles and whatnots!!!!

xx